I think I need help, I’m stuck
January 28, 2010
From Katie:
Thank you for taking the time to read my letter. This last year I have fought alot of heartache…and now am lost…I had to give up my dream job, because it was harmful, I met and felt deeply connected with an amazing man, but that slipped through my fingers as fast as sand, I still don’t understand why I feel like we were “meant to be”…and most now I’m unsure of how I fulfill my dreams or what my purpose is…it all seemed so connected…and I cannot seem to stop the hope and un-realistic dreamings that this fellow will return, and with that my dream job, and my dreams all again seem to be together..or that it is all tied together…I feel like I’m losing my mind…I know it won’t happen…fate has seen to that…but I am internally conflicted…how do I get unstuck and move forward, or stop the hope of what was and seem convinced will happen, …and find myself again….Thank you for your thoughts….
Inspirations from Binah:
Never give up dreaming, for it is our dreams that keep us moving forward, ever reaching toward our goals. Your dreams are telling you the direction of your life; they show you the world of possibilities before you. It is not your dreams that are creating conflict, it is the attachment to what was. Release your expectations so that you can move from the past, into the future.
Begin by creating a ritual to cut the hold you have on the physical incarnations of your heartache. Set your sacred space with incense of pine or cypress to call in the purification energy of Geburah. Stand in your circle of power and focus on releasing all the binds. Meditate on the Tower card of the Tarot, feeling the flash of lightening that cracks open the cords that are keeping your dreams confined.
The stormy red flashes burn the visible layers around love and job, bringing them back into their most divine essence. The shells turn to ash which fertilizes the soil so that in its place, your dreams can grow anew. This time, they grow without expectation or attachment. You release the old and focus on what you need in order to be emotionally, physically and financially happy. Success, abundance, growth… do not put names and faces to what comes, just flood your space with the energy. Use essential oils of cedar and nutmeg to continually balance the strength of Geburah necessary to stave off all attachments to the benevolence and indulgence of Chesed. From here, you proceed unencumbered, once again free to embrace your bliss.
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