Why can’t I end an affair?
January 26, 2010
From Yvette:
I wanted to know if i am on the right track with my life. I am a very loving women who cares for children in her home as a dayhome provider and am married to a loving husband and have three grown children. I had an affair with another married man and thought it was over but i can’t seem to end it. I know this is wrong but can’t seem to end it. I try hard but we seem to be drawn together for some reason what i don’t know. It first started when i lost my first grandson over three years ago and i was using drugs and booze but have been drug free and alcohol free nearly two years . I know if i don’t stop it i will lose everything. can you help me with any reason why i don’t end it now. thanks a whole bunch
Inspirations from Binah:
In looking at your opening and closing questions, you find your true dilemma – which relationship will nurture you on you life quest? Before you can move forward, you must choose between life with your husband and one with the other man, for there is obviously more to this relationship than a simple affair.
Choosing a path that deviates sharply from one that you are currently on may seem daunting, but if it is what is in your heart, then it is one you should follow. Yet breaking off something with someone you care about who may be greatly hurt can also be quite scary. The decision is one that only you can make and comes from understanding what you most need to find true happiness.
Take some time and evaluate what you get from both paths before you. Visualize yourself in the future, as if you were watching a movie on the screen. Ask Archangel Jophiel to clear you vision, remove any cobwebs caused by past addiction and grant you understanding. He will illuminate the projector and reveal a film that contains the hidden knowledge you seek. Watch carefully, for the answer lies in the smallest details. Make sure you watch it to the end, seeing what is in the depths of your heart. Though it may not be what you expect, know that this is truth and move forward accordingly. May the heavens bless you.
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My uncle was addicted to drugs and I remember him telling that he found a new addiction when he came off the drugs. His addiction was sugar and I think your may be the relationship that you are in. You need something to make you feel good and give you a temporary relief like the drugs and the alchol did. The relationship with this married man gives you just that a temporary fix. You know that he can’t give you all of him because he is married but he can give you just enough to keep you going. Try loving yourself and knowing that you are a great woman and you dont need a man or a drug to make you feel good. Tell yourself how great you are I do it all the time. You kave to know your self worth. I hope what I said has helped. Be Blessed!