From Jordan:
Lately, (about the last six months or so,) I have been on a sort of personal spiritual quest. Part of that quest lead me to clean up some loose ties from my past, including starting a website for a family members church and culminating in my ordination into a non-denominational church I had been loosely affiliated with for nearly 40 years. The thing is, all of that sort of feels like a layover in an airport. It doesn’t feel like my destination…or even where I am drawn to go.
Since my ordination, I have been creating a self designed course on Interfaith spirituality. I am working at it in joyful bliss as if it were some sort of inner mandate. To me, I guess it is. I spend literally hours each day on this self-assigned program. I have even asked a few people to act as my advisers, to sort of keep me honest and help me see clearer when needed. The work I am laying out for myself is thorough and more than just a little bit exhausting at times. And yet it feels like I am being guided, (pushed, drawn,) to do it.
I have no idea why this is such a strong drive or what I’ll do with the information when I’m done. I have even designed a stole out of a multi-colored fabric of my choosing because the satin and fringe ones all seem so…….not right for me.
This inner pull to start setting up and preparing for….something, is all encompassing. I don’t believe or feel drawn to be one of those people with hundreds of followers of my own religion. I’d rather somehow be a facilitator of many truths being shared, freely and openly. I keep seeing myself in this small stone chapel office. I’m preparing for the day, joyously answering correspondence and writing words of pure faith and guidance I suppose, to share. Just tell me….how delusional do you think I am? Should I be in therapy or something? 
Any clue why I would be driven as if I am preparing to start my own church???
Inspirations from Binah:
Though it may be hard to accept that you are destined to bring peace, compassion and unity through your work, it does not make you delusional. You are a person inspired by the creator to achieve a specific life purpose. And unlike many in this world that are doing what they think they “should” be doing without any love or emotion, you have found true joy in your path.
There are times when all great leaders find themselves questioning their own sanity. It is that question that keeps them humble in their journey – for it is only when you stop to review what you have created, and the effects of your actions, that you can integrate all the lessons learned and improve your forward motion.
Allow your divine connection to continue to guide your way. As you work with your advisors to refine your work, you manifest from the mind of the All, through the heart center, and into the kingdom of Earth. You have taken all the necessary precautions, so release your worries and enjoy the process.
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