I have lost all sense of time
December 24, 2009
From Botan:
I am facing some problems in the last three years, and I don’t know what is wrong with me. simply my problem is that I am always in a hurry in my eating, walking, talking and everything in my life. I feel like I am running to catch something, but I don’t know what it is???? also there is no plan in my life and I don’t know why it is like that. I tried several times to have a good plan and time management but it is not working. also I want to tell you that I can not feel time goes on, or in other word I lost the meaning of time, and this creates other problems for me, for example, when i have exams there is nothing makes me study, and I don’t realize that I have to do it until the last moment, or last fifteen minutes.
I am sorry for grammar mistakes, I am not native speaker
Inspirations from Binah:
Each of us relates to time differently. When you find that perfect rhythm, it will put you in harmony with the Universe and many of your time associated problems will dissipate. Finding that harmony, especially when you are being pulled by forces outside of your immediate control, will take some creative thinking and a bit of experimenting. When you don’t know where you are going, it is easy to feel like you are running behind and therefore, rush to catch up. For now, let your worries about speed slip away, for this is a symptom of the real problem, finding a plan in your life.
Finding the right life plan comes when you understand what you are here to do. It is not necessary to know your full life purpose at this time, so instead focus on what you wish to accomplish in this phase of your life. Realize that plans often change and allow yourself to flow with the undines of the water when challenges arise.
There are many physical techniques to creating a plan and managing your time. Use these once you have discovered your deeper needs, weaving a connection between the spiritual and physical. Allow the water to purify your previous attempts, clearing concerns and engulfing you in the emotional energy needed to find what is most important. Use a water activity such as swimming, bathing or sailing to step into the full energy of this element, and from here, start your meditation. Ask the undines to guide you through this journey of exploration and help you pen your plan. Let the ideas flow uncontrolled from the world of Yetzirah, creating all you need.
Water flows in various speeds from the top of a mountain to its base, moving quickly through steep rapids and more slowly through small streams. Be one with the water and do not judge the time it takes to create your plan. Know that when it is complete, you will move into the element of Earth, into Assiah, to manifest all that you have discovered.
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