I am homeless and rootless, what is happening?
June 4, 2009
From Elaine:
I have been reading tarot for many years now and only on a casual basis. i am employed in the world of social housing and have a knack for the people with problems of some sort. I seem to be able to get through to them and help them with their current crisis. I am currently working in social housing with the elderly who are of course now more and more active at the age of 60! Most of my 50+ tenants are over 80 but some are much younger. one in particular is in her 60s and fit and active but has extreme mental problems and although i have done my best with her is dangerous when she is angry. She has twice poured something caustic over my car but has not been caught doing it, she has made threats about me and is currently being investigated by the police. My company has moved me out of my present accommodation and is looking for ways of protecting me whilst dealing with this tenant. my doctor has signed me off work as the whole thing has upset me badly and affected my finances as my car has been written off. My company is not interested in the financial side and nothing like this has happened before. We are to work on a policy (at my request) to prevent any other employees going through this again.
Meanwhile, i am homeless, rootless, going between two different homes and feeling like i have no real home at all. I am trying to be positive and my cards all show this coming to an end but i don’t know whether i want to be involved in housing any more. I have an inclination to use my spirituality in some way, i am 54 years old and have a good deal of life experience good and bad behind me. I don’t have much money but trust i will have enough in my future and always try to help people. They seem to come to me with their problems. i have learnt how to protect myself to some extent and i have been told i have a gift and an amazing white sparkling aura. People who are strangers have told me things that are very strange and personal. What is happening?
Inspirations from Binah:
A time of transition has begun, and while it may seem uncomfortable, the end is close at hand. This is an opportunity to learn that “home” is not a structure. In a world filled with so many beautiful possessions, it is easy to think that home is a physical space or a set of objects. When this becomes your definition, you lose sight of the true meaning of home… a place you create regardless of where you are… a place within your heart and mind where you find safety and love so you can continue to grow. There is no doubt that your roots are firmly planted in the commitment you have to helping others and your ability to create a safe environment for you and those around you.
Many search their whole lives looking for home, while you create it where ever you are. Whether you return to housing or find a new path, you will thrive in the safety you create. Allow this rare gift to guide you as you begin this next phase of your life. Your guidance has already shown you that the way includes using your talent for creating “home” to help others. With your roots are deeply embedded with Mother Gaia, now is the time to reach for the sky.
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